Sunday, January 30, 2011

hi everyone

hi everyone, i would just like to let you know a little bout myself, if you dont already know me then you probly dont know that im a mass believer in jesus christ, and i think hes awesome, ive been a little bummed lately because ive found myself not sticking up for my believes and it bumms me out, i mean sometimes its awkwad to tell some one you dont want to do go do this or that because you feel its not something jesus would want you to be doing, or to tell someone you cant go do this or that cause youd rather go to church or read your bible, back when i was younger i was really good about this, i didnt care how awkward it was and didnt give a darn what some one thought, and im going back to this im going to stand up for what im all about all the time. also i mean if someone rags on you for doing this or that or for being a so called '' christian" trying to say your a slave to this or that or trying to save your lame for believing in God and not doing drugs or something like that, well they have no room to talk cause if you not a " slave" to jesus than your a slave to society, if you think your cool for breaking the law or drinking all the time or getting high on crack rock, well your just a slave to the world because these days almost everyone execpts these types of things, ok well maybe not the crack rock. im sorry these posts always end up making no sense sometimes, its easier to share my thought threw voice form sometimes on paper they dont always make complete sense, but i would like everyone to know that jesus loves you, hes not some crazy dude looking to send you to hell for every little mistake or tell you you didnt give the church enough money hes looking to love you and have a releationship with you, and offer you eternal life in a super awesome kingdom, i mean come on who doesnt want to live forever, well i mean everyones going to live for ever just one forever not going to be so pleasent and by not so pleasent i mean the worst thing you could imagine, but i mean its in awesome deal, and if you ever need to talk just give me a call, or via words. also keep shredding and keep going fast or getting tech or whatever you crazy kids or doing these days

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

its hard to stay focus

right now is a very difficult time in my life and at the same time one of the easiest times of my life. it sucks living in corydon IN away from most your best friends, and especial when its cold and wet and you cant even hang out with your skateboard. also during this time in my life im having a hard time living for the lord, witch is really why i live at all, (is the word live like a live show the same as the word live like you live life), i feel like maybe its the weather, or maybe its getting older, or maybe im just getting crazyier. and when i have a hard time living for the lord, i get bummed out easy, and am a emotional wreck, i start going crazy, and get sad, but then i relize i just have know im loved, no matter what. so im going to list all the things im thankful for right now
1. having a warm home
2. having internet
3. knowing that earth is only a small bit, of life
4. knowing that i can skateboard, and i live somewhere in th mid west and not antartica
5. having food
6.knowing that God has blessed me with the ability yo back tail
7. having a healthy body, well helthy for how much soda i consume

also when i get bummed out i start doing bad in school, which for those who know me you know my feelings on school, i pretty much dispise it, i really just want to do online school, or get my GED or something, i mean im going to community college anyways, but right now i guess this is were im supposed to be. and im pumped on it, i mean i forget how blessed i am
at least im not constantly picked on or beaten up, or at least im not some jock worrying about making my coach happy, or at least im not worrying about how i look.

WERE im getting at is, or actually none of this has to do with this paragragh, is that im blessed to have the ability to SKATEBoard, and i just want everybody to know i take no credit for it, GOD gave me it completely, i have to go because im bored of this, but i will be posting more, hopefully it explians this whole thing better, i think im going to start bloging so im not constantly lurking on facebook, letting my brain get eaten up, actually i should start actually thinking about skateboarding and learning some new tricks in my mind, also i really hope i done growing, but im not going to worry about it,

actually i just got some way to tie this all in, if you have actaully readed all this, one you probly think im an iliterate fool, but other than that you probly noticed im all over the place, and that pretty much describes me right now, im every where, im struggling to stay sain, but im happy, cause this IS the day THE Lord has made rejioce and be glad, also go skate, go fast, get buck do some grinders, do some sliders, do some power sliderz, also im taking matt down in skate, mark my words, actually i dont think i should post this, if you read this please actually meet me before4 you make consumtions about who i am, and what im about

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