being yourself

ive had a recent revolation that i really havent been myself. ive slowly broke down and started to care and even have fear of how others will veiw me. i feel my creativity levels and my overall sense of being have been lower than normal lately because i started to want to stay unoticed and afriad others thoughts. i wanted to post this because im making a change im going to become myself again and not let whats thought to be "normall keep me back any longer" , well im going to at least try and try and try and hopefully with the help of the man upstairs i can become free again. im so tired of being luke warm and seeing so many other people like this. at the end of my life i dont wont to look back and have regrets becuase i was to scarred to truly spread my life and love and who i am to everyone. i thought this might get others stoked as well becuase i know when i get bummed on myself reading things like this can spark my chances on changing what i want. So dont let your fear of others keep you down. here is a link to a sight with some good stuff on it........ WVO

http://www.coolnsmart.com/being_yourself_quotes/

LIFE IS SHORT

you got to stand up for the one who you expect to have your back when your dead. whoever it may be. this is way easier to type on a blog nobody reads then to do in day to day life. its so easy to be afraid of what people will think of you when you tell them you actually believe that the earth was made in six days and that a giant flood destroyed everthing and then re populated and then that God sent his son to be killed and then brought him back from the dead, and that you believe God can fill you with his spirit that threw it you can do miraculous things, and that your either with him or against him. and that you can live with him forever and ever if you just believe. well thats were ive been at lately, i dont want to deny who i believe in front of others anymore, and i need to stand up and have courage, i havent been doing the best job about it, but im going to keep trying and not give up, his love never fails. but i just want to encourage every to stand up for what they think and who they are, and not to let what the modern world tell you whats right and acceptable, becuase chances are the easier way is not the right way. In my personal beliefs i believe that the road to heavens a narrow one and few will find it. and chances are if most the world agrees with it, although most people would think its right, i would normally go with its wrong. these are just my thoughts and feelings im going threw right now and because its my blog i thought i would share.

paint gun

ive been at my home in corydin the last few days and have had some more free time on my hands so ive been doodling on paint a bit

trippin

i just got back from a bike ride to the post office, i drop my parents prowoodfingerboards orders off and then i biked to circle k bought a polar pop, squated outside the place and drank almost all of it, and then proceded to walmart were i bought a 2 liter and then headed back home. it was kinda a gnarly ride though its about a six mile round trip, and some of it involves me ridin in the medien of a highway, but ive been pretty hyped on biking lately, so im going to avoid driving as much as possible and bike as much as i can

paint

barney ?

lately i have been hearing the name barney thrown around in the skateboarding world, and quite frankly i dont really even know what or how you have to do something to become a barney, or how or what you have to be to be considered a barney, but i think its pretty funny every time i hear someone serously call another skateboarder a barney, or even say barney in a serious matter. i mean i can say trick ass barney and laugh all day, but i was thinkin what could be more barnyish then barney the purple dinosaur and barney fife. and also using paint to make art is also probly a barney move so this picture is pretty much barnified to the max.

hi everyone

hi everyone, i would just like to let you know a little bout myself, if you dont already know me then you probly dont know that im a mass believer in jesus christ, and i think hes awesome, ive been a little bummed lately because ive found myself not sticking up for my believes and it bumms me out, i mean sometimes its awkwad to tell some one you dont want to do go do this or that because you feel its not something jesus would want you to be doing, or to tell someone you cant go do this or that cause youd rather go to church or read your bible, back when i was younger i was really good about this, i didnt care how awkward it was and didnt give a darn what some one thought, and im going back to this im going to stand up for what im all about all the time. also i mean if someone rags on you for doing this or that or for being a so called '' christian" trying to say your a slave to this or that or trying to save your lame for believing in God and not doing drugs or something like that, well they have no room to talk cause if you not a " slave" to jesus than your a slave to society, if you think your cool for breaking the law or drinking all the time or getting high on crack rock, well your just a slave to the world because these days almost everyone execpts these types of things, ok well maybe not the crack rock. im sorry these posts always end up making no sense sometimes, its easier to share my thought threw voice form sometimes on paper they dont always make complete sense, but i would like everyone to know that jesus loves you, hes not some crazy dude looking to send you to hell for every little mistake or tell you you didnt give the church enough money hes looking to love you and have a releationship with you, and offer you eternal life in a super awesome kingdom, i mean come on who doesnt want to live forever, well i mean everyones going to live for ever just one forever not going to be so pleasent and by not so pleasent i mean the worst thing you could imagine, but i mean its in awesome deal, and if you ever need to talk just give me a call, or via words. also keep shredding and keep going fast or getting tech or whatever you crazy kids or doing these days